That day while sitting at the beach my mind was just wandering, thinking about you
The beautiful waves, some short and some long, some small and some large
Dancing along up and down, the lather it was foaming was so pleasant
The moon was so bright; the sand was so cold and soft.
Everything was so pleasant everything was so beautiful.
But I was drowning, deep in my heart I was weeping.

My mind wandering in the wilderness of the deep dark Ocean
With each waves trying to hit the shore, my heart was beating hard.
Trying to weep out loud, still I was laughing out, hiding my tears.
Juxtapose was my plight in my heart and on my face.
And I withstood all of it with a grace.
But still I was drowning, deep in my heart I was weeping.

Life was laughing at me; bitch was making fun of me,
All the more I was fighting for my place like those waves,
Life was breaking me down, trying digging graves,
Where she could have put all my crave.
This is what all she could do, making me miserable.
And I was drowning, deep in my heart I was weeping.

All the while thinking and missing your shoulder
This could have given me a place to hide my tear.
Every single drop was trying to fall,
And my brave eyes holding it back.
This time even my heart was weeping.

I wished so much for you to be there besides me,
Just to hold my hand, walk a few steps on that wet sand.
Keeping quite, trying to listen the music of the waves,
Some where she too was missing her beloved,
She too was killing herself,
Falling on the shore to break her down...........

I could feel so much a part of her,
I too wanted to shatter myself with her only to be with you............
Can you hold me? Can you take me? Can you trust me?